"Tired & rusted Lover, I want to know if you really are here not an empty thought gone wrong caused by the luke warm white wine that you aren't the ringing in my ears.
That when I close my eyes {you open yours} that when I rest my head & you sit there waiting {quiet} when I open mine you're gone.
I hate the lucidity, I never wanted to have any recollection of you that false had before, it's hard to forget someone you have so much to reminisce with.
Are you the best mistake I've given birth to? Or the Lion's Den the Liars Shelter I'll plant my life into?"
Smother me, tell me I'm the Hell-born child of scenery.
The bitter taste, in-between the sheets.
Selfish.
Deem me blind to love, dig me a shallow grave.
Cause all I know now is that we speak braille.
Burn me, kiss me, tell me, You're real.
You're my safe place, a narrow minded waste.
But I long for your touch, I'll hope it's lucid tonight.
I know I'll drink too much, notice me, ignore me.
The distorted rustle of leaves & scented candles flickering.
Eerie history of your dreams, start nauseating me.
I loathe your charming design.
I adore your repulsive repine.
I hate the way you smile when your still high.
I'd rather forget you, but I've built a better life.
I'm happier asleep, but I'd rather just die.
So help me make a tea, out of Herbal Leaves & Bleach.
I'll drink it on the count of 3 & we'll spend our eternity.
As whispering silhouettes with messed up histories.
We'll end my sleep routine, forever you'll keep me.
Your messed up world still thrills me & I know why.
I tried to live awake, but it'd be better when I die.
So help me make a tea out of Herbal Leaves & Bleach
Re-write our histories, & I'll still hate your smile
Your messed up life still thrills me & i know why
supported by 6 fans who also own “Sleeping Patterns”
Quite possibly the most full-on album I've ever listened to. Intense, and then some. 'Digital Tarpit' could describe both the track and the whole album: high-pitched guitar squeals that make your fillings itch coupled with merciless, suffocating heaviness. The Avenell-esque vocals top it off perfectly.
Brilliant - punishing, but brilliant. jim_fuego
This album by Kenyan electronic producer rPH and poet Kins of Spade reflects on the impact of religion in their lives and society. Bandcamp New & Notable May 12, 2023